Here I am, two and a half years after setting up this site, writing my first post. I am both relaxed and tensed. Writing this post gives me a sense of relief but I am tensed about a gazillion things in my mind. This post was supposed to be written in February of 2021, just when I set this up but procrastination was at peak, it is still is. A lot has changed between now and then but it is also the same in some sense. I have changed my job, lost my job, lost a few family members, and I have become worse in pretty much every single aspect in the process.
Finally, I started writing this because I am too anxious now of who I have become and if there’s any hope to get better over the time, slow and steady. Just like everyone, I fight many inner battles daily at work and in personal life. But I don’t blame anyone except me for where I am and who I have become. There have been external factors but I am to blame for the most part.
I have some wisdom to share. I’ll be sharing my thoughts on my life, work, politics anything that consumes too much of my mind.
Bye!!!!
